This is a tumblelog, kinda like a personal journal mostly composed by Mrs. Cesar's bipolar view on her awesome marriage, with a touch of her husband Rick, but with short-form, mixed-media posts with stuff the couple likes. Scroll down a bit to get into our intimacy.
It’s 3am and I’m wide awake.
I have too much on my mind.
Too many feelings inside.
My thoughts are racing across.
But don’t worry.
Life is beautiful.
Love is plentiful.
I’m full of life and it’s overflowing.
That’s why I can’t sleep.
I keep thinking about how amazing our future will be.
I want to give a hug.
I want to caress you.
I want to kiss you all over.
I want to tell you I love you.
I just didn’t want to wake you.
But I want you to know, what I felt.
How my love was safekeeping while you were sleeping.
I’m holding your hand.
Your touch is warm.
You are giving me peace.
You put me at ease.
Good night my princess.
I can’t wait to see your beautiful smile in the morning light.
The only sight that makes my days bright.
March 31st, 2014
I guess I can say one of his best ideas ever was to put some classical music on every night, as our lullaby. Lucky that I am, I have been coming home to the same man and the same bed, every day for nine months. And I feel lucky. I feel blessed by the universe. I feel alive for the first time.
2nd day working at the new house and we finally finished painting our room, bright white and grey. We are really excited about moving out and also very tired. The next days are gonna be really long but we’ll be out of this apartment in 48 hours.
We are leaving so many memories behind and ready to build new ones.
Painting our new house!
Starting with our bedroom, white walls and an accent grey wall. I never painted before and I have to say it was really fun and therapeutic as a couple, and especially being surrounded by part of the family, now that they’ll be part of our day to day life.
We also moved some of our stuff to the new house too, more specifically our musical instruments. Our current apartment is already starting to look less and less like home, the boxes are pilling up and the feeling of home is getting more and more attached to the other place already.
We are definitely going to post something about this apartment in the next few days. After all, it’s here that everything started. But we are really excited about the new place and the new life. Our relationship took an amazing turn and I guess I can surely say we have been better than ever before.
Cheers to a new life!
So, future Mrs. Cesar is sleeping right now after another night of work. She is completely passed out and I’m still wide awake at 6am watching her sleep.
For the past 3 days, I’ve been having the worst toothache ever and she has been amazing. She has supported me, sacrificed herself, and is being very attentive and caring.
I love her with all my heart and I can’t wait for us to get married and for this toothache to go away.