This is a tumblelog, kinda like a personal journal mostly composed by Mrs. Cesar's bipolar view on her awesome marriage, with a touch of her husband Rick, but with short-form, mixed-media posts with stuff the couple likes. Scroll down a bit to get into our intimacy.
So, future Mrs. Cesar is sleeping right now after another night of work. She is completely passed out and I’m still wide awake at 6am watching her sleep.
For the past 3 days, I’ve been having the worst toothache ever and she has been amazing. She has supported me, sacrificed herself, and is being very attentive and caring.
I love her with all my heart and I can’t wait for us to get married and for this toothache to go away.
a snow storm hit Boston today. And that means we and our pets “stuck” in the house all day long, lots of hot chocolate and good food, feeding the snakes and playing with the cat. Also, it means long talks, making love and studying and working together. Enjoying the last few weeks in our apartment before we move out to my mother-in-law’s place…
Nothing better than sticking together.
I am at work right now and my husband is at home. Yep, it sucks, but we gotta do what we gotta do.
After a storm, the sun is starting to shine again, and our lives are starting to get back into place.
I keep making mistakes and he keeps being awesome, and he has truly taught me what true love is. A love that doesn’t let other people get in the way, that understand we are all humans and makes mistakes, but has the vision to see the true nature of the love and work things out.
He has been teaching me a lot about finding myself. I have been lost for so long that it didn’t even feel like I was lost anymore. But I am. And I’m slowing finding myself with the help of his advice and therapy.
Last Friday we went to a couples’ therapy session. The conversation was intense and I left feeling really overwhelmed. But in the end there is no conversation that is not worth having. Talking is key, and listening with your heart open even more. Things aren’t perfect, but winter is almost gone.